I need a toy boy ,I need a toy girl

I need to have fun I need to rule the world
cause I am wasting my life not living what I want
every time I breath is a lie,everything inside dies
I dance ,I don't work out,I drink and laugh...
Take me back where I belong,where I can be .
shreds of happiness aren't enough I want to choose
I want to grab and kiss,to grab and feed.....and hunt....
I need to feel and not care....I need to die and reborn
If one day I die,because true Queens are immortal
I want the hole world to cry and laugh for me
drink,smoke,fuck and Be Freaking happy...
be creepy stalkers or homicidal predatory creeps
bite necks and lips,use cuffs and candles
drinking blood,wine or vodka....
just live and most of all Be ALIVE.
true happiness is on your hands,
does not depend on anyone
one does not need to became two to be happy
one has to know how to be happy as one
don't fall for tricks,don't turn tricks unless is for pleasure
don't use drugs.....life is enough of a drug if you learn to live it
Be bitchy,be Queen,be a slut or a Fuking lady as long as you are happy .
Take no shit from society,don't fall for fairy tales,in the end there are no happy ending unless somebody gives u a happy pill and sex.
there is no such thing as forever after,there is only here and now, and families and friends, boyfriends come (and sometimes more than once) and go before you even get the time to say something. so be cool, say good morning, and good night to your loved ones and have a life or else it will end before you actually have real fun living it. do good stuff and learn from your mistakes....if not, at least have fun repeating them.
From the Bitchy Queen Single
Alive and Keeping Calm