I was drowning,alone...watching my life go by, i felt your presence,felt your warmth...followed the sound of your voice... you pulled me out,you gave me air,brought me back,made me feel alive once more All my senses were telling me to go,to follow you....forever Now once more I'm back under...submerged in shame and pain...i was wrong,once again I feel the blood in my veins flowing,and i feel my heart beet slow,i stopped the voices and the pain blood in the water all around,the blade right there,bloody on the floor, as my heartbeat stopped i had a last memory it was the memory of you and i ... our bodies were one, my soul hovered in the air alone...searching for yours... Now i know,now i see,it was always lost,it could never be. Trues and lies ,are free, all the words i meant to say ,erased from time and space forever...forever Trapped in a realm were all is possible, i saw you again,how could this be the men who saved and killed me ... was there s...